I don’t know what I’m doing, I don’t know where I’m going. I pretend I have this life plan, and I sort of do, but I feel like it’ll fall apart. I don’t have motivation, drive, ambition. I used to. What happened? I don’t want to give up, but it’s like I already did. Nothing interests me anymore. Nothing gets me going. I just feel lost. This world is so confusing, and I don’t want to grow up. I don’t want to face it. I want to stay here, without a care in the world. Sometimes I think that the hunter-gatherers had it going on. They didn’t have much to worry about past the bare essentials. There was overall less disease, and mental problems. There were no wars, because people had no nationalism. It was a simpler time. I don’t want to be here anymore. I need to wake up. I need to figure out why I am this way now, and what changed. I need to get back on track.. I’m lost.